Moses
has come a long way since we left him in the arms of his mother, under the
protection of Pharaoh’s daughter, having been saved from death by ethical
midwives, his diligent mother, watchful and resourceful sister and the
compassion of Pharaoh’s daughter.
After
spending his first few years with his mother, Moses grew up in Pharaoh’s
household as the son of Pharaoh’s daughter. He became aware of the hardships of
his people and when he came to the defense of a fellow Israelite he killed an
Egyptian in his zeal. He fled the land of Egypt and ran all the way to Moab
(which is just on the other side of the Jordan from the land of the promise). There
he marries, Zipporah, the daughter of a priest. And he settles down, starts a
family and watches after the flocks of his father-in-law.
We
now find him, some years later, Moses is tending the sheep, in the wilderness
near Mt. Horeb. He is alone keeping watch and as he is surveying the landscape. His eye pass over a bush on fire. “Now that’s
odd,” he thinks and almost just ignores it, “Wait, is that bush on fire? Is it actually burning? It’s on fire but it’s
not, not burning.”
So
he walks over to the bush to get a better look at this bush, which is in fact
on fire but is not actually burning. And sure enough as he watches it, he can
see it is not being consumed by the fire, as one would expect to happen to a
thing that is on fire. And then the bush does something even more unexpected,
(as if burning, but not actually burning was not unexpected enough) the bush speaks
to him. Well, more precisely, God speaks to him from out of the center of the
bush.
God
speaks to Moses out of this bush. In fact God and Moses have a little
conversation about the people of Israel. God tells him, I have seen the misery
of my people. I have heard their cries. God will not allow them to continue to be
oppressed. God is going to do something about it. And the “something about it” God
is going to do, is send Moses to them.
Moses
is not immediately keen on this idea and does not believe the people will trust
them. And they have reason not to, because he was after all raised as an Egyptian,
as the son of the Pharaoh. In light of his upbringing, it would be kind of hard
for them to easily see where his loyalties lie. And to top it all off, he is a
known murderer. In fact the whole reason he is even out here on the far edge of
the wilderness is because he has been banished from Egypt after killing a man.
I mean he did it in an attempt to protect a Hebrew man from one of his Egyptian
oppressors. But killing a man, even out compassion, rarely qualifies a person
for any position of leadership. They have no reason to trust him. His name
alone will not instill trust in them. So Moses asks God for a name, maybe God’s
name will carry more clout than his own.
Now
names are interesting. As parents we get to actually take on the task of
“naming” our children. It is one of the many things parents do as they prepare
for a new baby. Well, let’s face it many of us thought about what we would name
our children long before our children were even a possibility. Mike and I, who
were not planning on having any children when we were dating, discussed what
names we liked, if we did indeed have children. In fact we picked out Cidra’s
name during one such conversation. And most parents have stories about how they
came up with their children’s names and why they chose them.
So
names, we kind of take them for granted, because, well we all have one. To be a
person in our culture is to have name. But up until this particular point in
scripture, God did not actually have one. If Abraham or Isaac, Jacob or Joseph
knew it, none of them ever passed it on. Moses did not know God’s name, the
scriptures do not record one, prior to this point. So Moses asks God what God’s
name is.
What
is really interesting about Moses asking God for a name, is that’s not the way
is usually worked. Usually the people named their own gods. The gods’ of Egypt
were named and formed by the people who worshiped them. Just as you or I might
name our children. Rah’s name was not given to his people, but the people gave
it to Rah. The great god Rah was the Sun and the god of the Sun was named Rah,
by the Egyptian people. The people understood the power of the Sun, the power
the Sun had for good, to bring light and life and the power it had to do evil,
to scorch and burn, to turn a fertile land into a desert. They knew the power
of Rah in that they knew the power of the Sun. So the God with the power of the
Sun bears the name of the sun.
Who
is this God who has gone unnamed? How do they understand this God? What power
does this God have? How can God make
promises to save the Hebrew people, if they do not know or understand who this
God is? What does God do? What is God’s name? It is in God’s name that they could begin to
know and understand what kind of power God might have?
If
they do not know this god’s name or the power which this god wields, how do
they know what it is this god, who has come to them through Moses, is even
capable of doing? Is rescuing them from
their Egyptian oppressors even within God’s power? Up until now God has been the
God of a yet to be fully fulfilled promise. In all honesty what was at the very
heart of these questions is the question, “Can I trust you?” “Can you actually
do what you say you will do?”
So
what is God’s name? We translate it here, “I am who I am.” Translation is such a funny thing. It gives
the impression of a thing, the closest proximity of what is actually said. Translation
in itself is almost like rewriting a metaphor so that people in a different
place and culture can understand it. But things are so very often lost in
translation, especially when something is hard to translate or has no clear
equivalent. And the four Hebrew letters that make up God’s name: “Yhod-heh,
vav, heh,” are not very easy to bring over to English.
So
let me be very clear the word here is not just a word. It is not like God’s
name is something easy like “Sun,” or “the Creator.” The word here for God’s name is not really a
“thing,”it is not a noun, nor is it a descriptive phrase. The word here is sort
of a verb, but it has no tense, it is a non-declined verb. It is verb-like but
it does not have all the pieces parts that give a clear and distinct meaning. When
cleaned up and polished it can be brought into English, “I am who I am.” Or less clean, “I be, who I be,” but at the
same time it has a future cast, since it is not in a tense per-se, it is in the
present tense and the future tense at the same time and also is in the past. “I
will be, who I will be” “I have been who I have been, I am who I am.” But it is more about God “being”; “I am
being, who I am being.” “I will become
who I am.” “I am who I become.” “I am being who I am.” It gives the idea that God is the “becoming
God.” That God is “being.” All being,
what it means ‘to be”, what it means to “become,” is found in God. God is the
God through whom all things find being, in whom all being is found. God is the ONE
in whom all, everything IS. God is the IS in all things. We “are” because all
that make us able “to be”, “to become,” “to do” is found in God.
God
does not simply have a name like Bob, because Bob-ness would be limited to name
who God actually is, because God IS. The name God gives to Moses is not a name
it is not a Proper noun as names should be, it is kind of verb (because God is
the action that God does), but not a verb that can be nailed down to yesterday,
today or tomorrow. It has no tense because who God is, is not found within the
confines of time.
This
is fantastic! Moses wants to know God’s name because he needs assurance that
God can be trusted. He needs to be able to tell the people that God is capable
of doing what God says God will do. Is God powerful enough to fight Pharaoh,
all the god’s of Egypt, and the great god Rah for God’s people? Is God mighty? Is God powerful? Can God truly rescue them? So he asks, Who are you? What is your name?
And
God says, “I am who I am.” I am the God
who is, who was and will be. I am the God who IS BEING itself. Anything that IS
finds its BEING in me. I AM! Um yeah, I
think the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac and the God of Jacob, can take on
Egypt and her host of puny limited gods who find their power in the things to
which this God gives being.
At
this point it should be fair enough to say to Moses, “Yes, Moses this God to
whom you speak, the God of your fore-fathers, of Abraham, of Isaac and of
Jacob, the God whose name is Being itself, can handle rescuing a population of
people from their oppressors. They can trust God and you can trust God.
So
there we have it, we have God’s name, “I am.”
God is not merely the God of all things, God is the God in whom all
things find being, God is being, the ONE whose very essence it being
itself.” “The Being God, the ISing God,
the Becoming God”
“Yhod,
heh, vav, heh;” We often bring it into English as “Yahweh” and sometimes
“Jehovah”. But we don’t hear it very often. In fact other than right here, our
Bibles seem to not ever mention it again. But in Hebrew it is all over the
place. It is used throughout most of the Old Testament books. But it is not
there in English. That is because from very early on the Hebrew people decided
the name of God was sacred and they avoided saying it. They would write it, it
is there in the scriptures, but whenever they read the name of God they would
instead say the word “Adonai”, which means “Lord”. And out of this long
standing tradition of not actually “saying” the name of God, we translate it,
into English “Lord”. And to distinguish it from when the original word is
actually “Lord,” often times it is there in all capital lets, “L-O-R-D”
But
when the early Hebrews read their scripture the name of God was there, they
knew it was there, a constant reminder of exactly who God is, of exactly
who they were worshiping. They could see it there, they knew it was
there, always before them. They had no excuse to ever forget. We on the other
hand, because of the way our bibles bring the word into English, do not have
this constant reminder. Sometime it is harder for us to remember. Sometimes we
forget.
We
like Moses during the course of our lives find ourselves in situations, going
through periods, where we might begin to wonder. “Can I trust God in this? Can I trust God with this?” We may even be brave enough when we are
honest with ourselves, to ask, “Can God really handle this?” And we need to remember, we need to remember
exactly who we worship. We do not worship a God who can create all things. We
do not worship a God who can command all things. We worship the God who IS the “is
“in all things, the being-ness behind the actual being of all things. We
worship the God in whom we all find our being. No matter how frightening, no
matter how disconcerting, no matter how all consuming, the situations in our
lives, or in the world around us are, God it bigger. Our God can be trusted to
be able to handle all these situations and the concerns in our lives. Our God
IS bigger!
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