Sunday, December 23, 2018

Advent Love: Christmas Eve Eve


Matthew 1:18-25

Matthew 1:18-25
On the eve of Christmas Eve we come to the story of Joseph. Now usually I am all about the women in Bible stories. But that is because most of the time they are the forgotten heroes of the Bible and they get such little press. When it comes to Christmas, as with most stories dealing with birth, the man takes the back seat. He is by nature not the center of the story. Even though we know that husbands and fathers are (literally) vital to the situation, the woman does get all the attention because she does all the work. She is the one who labors. 
So on this eve of the eve of Christmas, let us spend some time thinking about Joseph. Only Matthew and Luke tell us anything about Jesus prior to this baptism. And whereas Luke tells us Mary’s story, Matthew tells us Joseph’s. In this story Joseph finds out about Mary’s pregnancy from afar. For Mary, turning up pregnant would have been fairly surprising, as she very well would have known exactly what she had and had not been up to. But luckily before she began to wonder if she really did know where babies come from, an angel came to her and explained things to her. Joseph on the other hand, not having the luxury of knowing and not knowing what it was Mary had, or had not been up to, is also surprised but in a completely different way. So there are only three courses of action for him. He can make a big deal her being unfaithful which would get her stoned to death, because in those days the betrothal contract was just as binding as the marriage contract. Turning up pregnant justified a divorce, and the Law of Moses justified the stoning of an unfaithful wife. He could instead choose to divorce her quietly and hope that the baby’s father would step in, marry her and save her from utter destruction. And then there was always just goint ahead and marrying her. Marrying her would be him essentially in claiming the child was his own and be an admission that as a couple they were less than chaste in the months prior to their marriage. They would not have been the first couple to do this and far from the last. So he is contemplating how to go about this. What will he do? Will he call Mary out and have her punished to the full extent of the law? Will he basically admit to some amount of moral laxity? Or will he do this quietly and hope the baby’s father will do the right thing? And while he is trying to figure out what the right thing to do is and contemplating down which of these paths he will travel. The baby’s father does step in and sends an angelic messenger to Joseph and explain things to him.
Both Mary and Joseph have to have faith and trust God in this situation, but in the end, I have to say, I think Joseph has to trust a little more than Mary does. Mary knows what is going on and has gone one with her body, it being hers and all. But Joseph does not know what is going on with Mary; all he knows is that God has told him to marry Mary. God has told him to accept the child Mary is bearing as his own. This is not the first time a man of God has been asked to raise a child he knew was most definitely not his own. God asked Hosea to do the same thing after his wife cheated on him, but at least Hosea was a prophet and already had a relationship with God that involved divine revelation and a certain amount of built up trust. This is a cold call, to trust God in an extreme circumstance with a little more than sketchy story to go with it. Since Joseph is not a prophet of God, who expects God to give him odd messages with strange and difficult to believe prophetic messages in actual happenings in his life, this is the first time God has come to him asking him to trust that miraculous events are at play in the goings on in his betrothal and the womb of his soon to be wife. God is asking him to be in the middle of some circumstances that are pretty hard to believe and trust God through. But God does come to him and say, “Things look weird, this is not what you expected but trust me, this is ok. I am at work here.”
When it comes to trusting God, I think most of us can relate to Joseph a little better than we can relate to Mary. Mary is in the middle of it all she knows exactly what it going on. She knows herself and her actions. It is easy to trust that something is a miracle when the miracle is growing inside of you. Joseph on the other hand has to trust God when God tells him that he can trust Mary. The waters are murky; the way looks muddy and hard to travel. But God says trust me, you will not sink; trust me I know the path down which I am leading. When it comes to trusting God, the circumstances are always clear, things are not always cut and dry. Trusting God in all circumstances is hard and sometimes it would be easier to find our own way; to think things through and find the best way ourselves. That is not to say that God does not ask us to trust the logical or even most convenient way, but the hard part is that sometimes God asks us to trust that the least convenient way, or the path that is a little less than logical is the one down which we should go. 
Joseph worked things out. He thought things through. He figured out what was best, but then he had an encounter with God and God tells him a story that is a little more than hard to believe. But then he wakes up and, “He did as the angel of the Lord commanded him.”
Now I don’t know about you but most of the time, I am a little more like Mary in this situation. When the angel of the Lord came to her she has questions, ‘But how can this be?” I usually have questions, I need answers, I need to know more, I need to be able to understand. But God tells Joseph what’s what in a dream, no conversation, not back and forth, and he wakes up and simply trusts God. If only I had that much faith even half the time!
Trusting God is hard. Trusting God without question, without discussion, without needing time to think it through is even harder. Luckily the Biblical account, between Luke’s accounting of the angel coming to Mary and Matthew’s telling of the angel coming to Joseph, gives an example of both instantaneous trust, and questioning faith so that we know, that faithful followers can do both. The point is, in the end we trust, at the end of the day (or night, in Joseph’s case) we have faith and move forward going where it is God is leading us, even if it does not make sense or just little bit hard to believe.
The story of Joseph is a call to faith. It is a call to trust. It is an example of what it looks like to go where God is leading us. Joseph is a model of what it looks like to encounter the mysterious will of God and to trust God that wherever it is God is leading is a journey worth taking.
In our own lives God asks us to trust, to go where it is God is leading. Only once did God ask someone to trust that his fiancĂ© pregnancy was a miracle and not proof of unfaithful actions, but sometimes the things God is asking us to do, the places God asks us to God, the trust God asks of us seems to be of that magnitude. When it comes to our lives even the smallest leaps of faith seem to be uncrossable chasms. When God say jump, don’t worry I will be sure you will land on the other side, rarely do we look at the way ahead of us and see nothing but a small stream over which we can easily hop, instead more often than we feel like we are standing on the edge of the Grand Canyon being asked to take a leap of faith, no matter how big the leap may actually be.  But whether God is in fact asking us to hop a small stream or jump over the largest precipice, our final response is to be one of faith, one of trust, one in which we wake up and do exactly what God is calling us to do no matter what it is God is asking, not matter where it is God is leading. We trust, we have faith, even when God is asking us to believe the impossible.



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