I
think most of you know that I go backpacking once a year. Melissa and I split
up the prep work for the trip, but the planning that involves pouring over
hiking books and trail maps is something I enjoy doing, so Melissa leaves that
task up to me. I look at trail maps and trail books and seek to find the trip
that will best fit our needs. Among the many, many things I check for, is where
we are going to get our water. Having enough water is an important part of our
backpacking trip and we cannot simply carry the amount of water need with us.
It would be too bulky and definitely too heavy for us to bring along. As I am
tracing our route, I am finding the places we will stop and camp for the night,
as well as our entrance and exit points to the trail. I am also carefully going
over where all the streams, springs and other water sources can be found. I
know how far it is between water sources, so that when we are hiking, Melissa
and I know how long we need to make our water last.
Water
is important to survival, if we run out of water, we run the risk of
dehydration, and a dehydrated person runs the risk of making poor decisions, of
losing focus and wandering of trail, of becoming disoriented or even lost.
Having enough water is one of the most vital aspects of our trip. So we ration
our water when the distance between sources is great. When we come to our water
sources we are sure to drink extra before we fill our bottles and continue on
our way.
In
many ways, water is life. We cannot
live without water. It is vital to our existence. Without it, we die. Most of
us who live in warm houses, full of all the “good” things with which we fill
them. We do not think much about the water that flows so freely from our taps.
Sure we pay for it. A bill arrives in the mail each month, which most months we
pay without question. Perhaps we lament that this month's bill is higher than
the previous, but that is far as it goes. My guess is that few of us think of
the dollars and cents that are being spent each time we turn the faucet and
allow that water to flow. And I am sure many of us let more, than we would
admit, to just go down the drain, without thinking of its worth or value. It
may not be free, but it is cheap enough that it is common enough practice to
allow the water run while we are brushing our teeth, or washing our hands, that
we remind people not to. So although water remains vital to life, it is not costly. And I admit, the only time
I think much at all, about where my water comes from is on the trail.
The
value of food is a little more
evident. We all have weekly or monthly food budgets. All of us know that we
have to go to the store and purchase the items needed to make the foods we eat
each day. When the cost of something goes up too high, we are likely to stop
purchasing it, or purchase it less frequently, or perhaps we even take the
extra effort to go to a different store, where it can be found, cheaper.
I
only buy berries in the summer when they are cheap, and there is a price over which
I will not buy an avocado. We all make our own food choices each time we go to
the store based on how much we have to spend and how much we are willing to
spend on any particular item. But the cost of these items is rarely something
that is not a factor when we make these purchases.
So
although the entirety of the impact the offer God is making to the people of
Israel in this passage is somewhat
lost on us, we can understand the
value of what it is God saying to them. “Come to the waters; and you that have
no money, come buy and eat! Come, buy wine and milk without money and without
price.” God uses an invitation for everyone to enjoy the things needed to
survive, as well as the good things of life, wine and milk, as a way to
speak to the people. God calls for them, to acquire these things without money
or the exchange of goods or services, but to instead, to just have them -
freely. God invites the people to enjoy the needed things, the good things, the
great things of life; to be filled; to be satisfied.
We
crave satisfaction. We move through this life longing to feel full, to sense that
we have enough, to be satisfied. But
this feeling, this sense this being, is not really about food or water or any
of the other things of which we partake. We want to feel full and satisfied in everything we do. So we work hard. We
seek to accomplish something. We strive toward that goal; to make something that will fill us. We
seek to create something to which we
can point and say, “I did that.” And
in that moment know the satisfaction we long for. The feeling of being
satisfied in our actions; that we
have done something that is right
and good; that it matters, has value and worth in this world. Perhaps what we
have done has even changed the world even just a tiny bit. But when we have finished doing what is done, when what
we have made stand before us, it is not enough. The world is still the same,
nobody noticed, or even if they did, it did not matter, not in the way we had
hoped. That which we created is flawed or broken, it is not good enough, it
fades or dies, is destroyed. And we are once again empty longing to be filled.
We
know that we cannot find that satisfaction in our selves. So we look to the
world around us, to others. We do not feel good about who we are, what we have
done, the work of our hands, our accomplishments, without the approval of those around us. We seek
that approval in all aspects of our lives. Because somehow in that approval; in the nod of a superior, the
pat on the back of a peer or the thanks of a subordinate, we will feel
satisfied with ourselves, in who we are or what we have done. We seek the
approval of those around us; of our boss, of our co-workers, the people in our
neighborhood, even the strangers who pass through our lives each day. We want
to be liked, to be wanted, to be needed by our friends and our neighbors. So we
strive to do something, create something, say something, to be someone who is
noticed. We want our boss to turn to us and, “Say good job.” We want our
co-workers to acknowledge the work we have done among them. We want our neighbors to see us as worthy,
our friends to desire to spend time with us, for the stranger who passes
through our lives to acknowledge our existence, to see that we were there and to
perhaps remember us. We are even willing to put the hard work in, to build
relationships with some of these people, in hope that we will find meaning in
ourselves in and through that relationship. We hope that the recognition found
there, the companionship, the bond that is formed will satisfy, will fill us.
But each evening when we lay between the covers, we lay there alone in the dark,
continuing to feel empty. We continue to find no satisfaction.
Each
day we work, we struggle, we strive, we create things, we take them apart, we
build fortunes, and houses, amass wealth and fill up all the spaces of our
lives with these things, in an attempt to feel full, satisfied. But no matter
how much we work, no matter how many things we build or tear down, no matter
how much we own, no matter how full the spaces of our lives are with the work
of our hands or the stuff we buy, we are never full, we are never satisfied.
Our houses are filled with the things we cling to, that we stuff into the void
we know so well. Our lives are full of the things we do, that we accumulate
just as surely as anything else, in an attempt to find satisfaction in these things, hoping that eventually
there will be enough. There is never enough and in so many ways, enough is
never, and will never be enough.
It
is into this void in our lives, in to the fullness of this emptiness that God
speaks this morning, saying, “Why do you spend your money for that which is not
bread, and your labor for which does not satisfy?” We will never be full with
the things which we labor to fill our lives. We will never find the
satisfaction we crave. We are indeed laboring for that which will never
satisfy.
We
are in the middle of what the consumer culture all around us calls “The Holiday
Season.” A season that begins the day after Thanksgiving, on a day called Black
Friday and ends with Christmas. This is the “most holy” of seasons, for this
culture of want and need. They begin preparing for it as early as September.
They begin to remind us that it is approaching as we near Halloween, and as
Thanksgiving draws near, they begin to call us to their sacred halls of malls
and stores, where we will purchase the offerings that are made through the
practice of “gift giving.”
This
practice of “gift giving” as a practice, in itself, is not a problem. What is
the problem, is what the gods of our culture promise in this practice. They
promise that we will find our satisfaction in the giving and receiving that
surrounds this season. They promise that we can be filled with the joy of gift
giving, with the pleasure of gift receiving, but what they are actually saying
is that we can fill the void, we know so well, by buying, by purchasing, by
spending our money on the things they have to offer. And this season, this
“holiday season” is the climax of this consumer culture, it is the frenzied
moment toward which its ecstatic experiences are moving all year long. They
promise, fulfillment, satisfaction, joy even, knowing that come January 1st,
we will once again wake up from our stupors finding our lives meaningless and
empty once again. And they do this knowing, for the purpose of creating just
this situation, so that we can begin the journey through our year searching for
what is missing, seeking what we feel is loss. So that they encourage us to
fill it with the things they have to offer, for the price they know we will
pay.
God
calls us to NOT spend our money or our labor on that which can never satisfy.
Instead God offers to us, food that is good and richness that will satisfy. God
shows up in the middle of this season and calls to us like a preacher on a soap
box on the corner, like a vender at a carnival, like a counter cultural
commercial, offering to fill us, to satisfy without money or cost, without
labor or effort. God holds out a holy hand and says, “Here take it, eat it, it
will do what you want it to do, take this it will fill you, it does
satisfy.”
“No amount of work or effort, no amount of stuff or things, no food
can fill you, nothing in this world
can make you full, nothing can bring
satisfaction. Stop trying; stop struggling; stop striving. Close your ears to
the siren call that surrounds you, and listen, hear only what God has to say.”
We long to be filled, because being filled is obtainable. We long for satisfaction
because we can get satisfaction. We
seek to find ourselves in relationships, because it is in relationship
that we will find ourselves. But it is only in relationship with God. It is
only in taking what God has to offer, eating the food of salvation and drinking
the living water of sanctification that we will ever be satisfied.
The
joy our world promises will not be found in anything this culture has to offer.
No amount of work, no labor will be will hard enough or long enough. We can
never be filled with anything that can be given or received. We will never be
satisfied with anything we can make or break in this world. We will only ever
be filled in covenant relationship with the one and only living God. We will
only be satisfied when we turn to God with in our great need, with all our
longing, in all our brokenness and allow God to make us whole, to fill us to
over flowing. Only in God can we close our eyes at night, knowing the peace
that we seek each day. True joy is not found in gift giving, or receiving. It
is only in the fullness that is found in the Messiah for whom we wait during
this season, we call Advent. Wholeness is only known in the baby, we will
celebrate on Christmas Eve, in just one week's time. The joy we long for is only
found in the one whom we praise when together next Sunday we will sing, “Joy to
the world the Lord is come.”
And
so we wait remembering that the Word of the Lord has come and is coming, and
knowing that the Word, Jesus Christ will not go out from God without
accomplishing his purpose, and that he will succeed in that for which he was
sent. That we will not remain empty because Christ has come, is coming to fill
us, to make us whole to set us free from our labors, to release us from the
ternary of our consumer culture, which beacons to us, to spend our money on all
it has to offer. God promises to give us relationship with God's-self through
Jesus Christ without cost or labor, without money. It is free, it is ours if
only we will reach out and take it, because it is only in THIS one relationship
that we will ever be full, ever be satisfied, ever find the joy for which we so
long.
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